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goodbye clubhouse. [01 Feb 2006|03:16pm]
i hate this town soooo much.

To Vegas:

The Club House will be closed as of Feb. 5th 2005.
All upcoming shows are cancelled through Revenge Therapy unless
re-scheduled at another venue through another promoter.

The Club House had a short but powerful run... Thanks to each
and every person that came out to the shows, helped run things,
decorated, built the place or just hung out. Everyone had something
invested in this little project that could have and should have
turned out much better.

Revenge Therapy Productions will no longer be doing shows and
revengetherapy.net is in the process of being converted to another
las vegas "scene site".

We've had great time, and in the end it was worth every bit of time,
energy, and penny invested. Unfortunately our fearless leader Danny,
due to family and work obligations just can't continue to be a part
of things. "I do not want to do shows, or run this place any more.
I do not want to be responsible for it financially, physically, or emotionally."

Hopefully the Club House can now go back to what it once was, for those
of you that were around to remember.

- Revenge Therapy Productions

02.05.06 C A N C E L L E D
Scarlet, Calico System, The Esoteric,
Fight Paris

02.12.06 C A N C E L L E D
Bleeding Through, Everytime I Die,
Between the Buried and Me, Haste the Day

03.13.06 C A N C E L L E D
Darkest Hour, Himsa, A Life Once Lost,
The Acacia Strain, Dead to Fall

02.16.06 C A N C E L L E D
The Number 12 Looks Like You, Ed Gein,
Through the Eyes of Dead, Animosity

spiders glide while fish sink [31 Jan 2006|05:02pm]
i see spiders glide along the top of water as clear as glass. Each of his eight legs keep him suspended above the water. Ironically enough the sides of the pool are too smooth for his feet to grab on now that they are wet so he might as well be drowning. I see myself in the mirror enjoying life alone. Each of my friends and fucks keeping me suspended above loneliness. Ironically enough friends and fucks only last so long and I can only enjoy them long enough before I get bored or before they leave me so I might as well be drowning.

so yeah [29 Jan 2006|02:08pm]
MY BACK is still killing me. i hope i did my homework right for my online class i'm supposed to email it to her but she never replied to my last email asking how she wanted it or if i was supposed to include student information and whatnot but i did it and it was hard. and intro to poetry is fucking hard i hope it makes me a better writer. so who knows and my back needs to stop hurting and i'm tired of everybody dying on me and being so damn lonely, plans suck, yesterday was terrible wtf not a single fucking party and everybody was out bowling wtf?
And i finished Charles Bukowski Pulp in less than a week. Excellent book. I can't find the time to Finish Sylvia Plath though it's like i'm getting lost a lot easier in the text she keeps jumping around it's fucking hard sometimes, but i catch up, but maybe the reason i get lost is cause i'm usually on the treadmill.
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so yeah... [25 Jan 2006|08:00pm]
a close friend of mine passed away on monday or sunday.. heroin overdose...
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the pictures from this weekend. [24 Jan 2006|06:19pm]

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this weekend [24 Jan 2006|02:19am]
has been completely awesome. thanks to everyone who dealt with me and bought me liquor.
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GOT MY IPOD BACK!!! and here's an old poem. [17 Jan 2006|10:01pm]
The monotony and heartbreak is killing the morale of Soldier Lips.

I grow so tired of the fucking monotony behind this stupid war. I take orders from General Heart, but I hate doing what I do. It’s disgusting work I have to do. I mean I go around one plane to the other traveling, lying, deceiving, pillaging, killing, and heartbreaking many. And I just want to hit the brakes and rest for a bit. You know dim the headlights park it on the side of the highway and call it a night.

No, General says, we must continue fighting, but why? There’s nothing here or anywhere for us. All that exists is nothing with a bunch of people who think there is. This is a battle with no reward, and a battle with no end. The General makes good points about Me being a soldier, But I do not feel like a Jarhead dammit and this feels like a fucking war. HE says this is thing of trial and error,

I remember when the mission was simple, just a random seek and fuck. And now there all these twisted plots and turns and a new name for it, but it's all the same when we never complete it. occasionally we go back to the original mission, but that's occasionally. It was so satisfying completing the mission, i miss those days, but as time goes along the mission changed and this mission is not one that can be completed. I know that it is a case trial and defeat.

How can we know what life? Love? Justice? Happiness? Harmony? And Accomplishment? If no one in this fucking world does. We need no companionship from these people. We need their fields momentarily for a passing feeling of accomplishment, love, home, and lust. When we are done though, we leave them raped, dirty, and crying to pick themselves up again for the next batch of soldiers to come through.

There’s nothing in this battle except Trial and Defeat, Feelings we’ll never know, Mission Failure, and a batch of diseases strategically placed to put an end to our search for great reason. They are simply land mines and we are without bomb sweepers, why would they be placed here? The general says because they’re hiding something, I say because they’re giving us a great warning, one we will not heed, and one that will put us to sleep.

today was a shitty day [16 Jan 2006|11:29pm]
ate too much, found out someone stole my ipod, saw some things i didn't want to see and things are unfolding to piss me off. one thing that is pissing me off is that i printed out a coupon for free ten day trial at 24 hour fitness and it asked my age...17 and the coupon printed no problems, but now the coupon says i can't use it unless i'm 18 which is gonna piss me off if i go ready to work out tomorrow to find out i can't.

i'm a bad man [16 Jan 2006|12:35am]
so yeah i recently found out i'm the meanest guy at the school.
yeah i asked a junior what people thought of me and it's either mean guy or shy guy, but more so the mean guy.
i already got one guy hating me...he hates me...he talked about me in a class about how much of a bully i am.... yeah faggot.

starbucks with bri and homework with bri [09 Jan 2006|07:29am]

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Boys Night Out! [07 Jan 2006|12:44pm]

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DEDICATED TO TONIGHT [05 Jan 2006|10:14pm]




why do my expectations fail me? [05 Jan 2006|09:50pm]
Everybody who i put faith in fails.
My ex failed me by not trying, my friend who will remain anonymous succumbed to drugs and stupidity, actually drugs seem to be the downfall of all the people who i expected great things from.

Where will all the writers? thinkers? great scientists come from if all the potential is constantly killing their own minds with cocaine methamphetamine mdma all these damn drugs rot your mind with addiction and getting more. heroin will leave you smart and a free thinker for a while until you overdose or get abscesses constantly or give up trying to think just to get some fucking opium into your arms!

GOD what did i see in meth..... getting skinny? the contemplation of being the perfect socialite? the immunity to pain? the self esteem? the thrill? the beat of my heart pulsing and raging harder and harder my pupils getting so big there was no brown left in my eye. eyes taking in so much light it blinds you to towards traffic lights, the influx of blood flowing to my brain?

i've given up faith on everybody i once loved...just like i have the drugs.

everybody i'm calling tonight a movie night. [05 Jan 2006|09:41pm]
We will be watching

Waking life
What the Bleep do we know?
the Warriors

in that order....

Bring me cigarettes and liquor

702-375-2194 is my number if you're interested.

umm catch up on your james perdue [03 Jan 2006|06:37pm]
i'm bored ask me a question and i'll answer it.

denny's at 1 am [03 Jan 2006|05:40pm]
yeah me and monica went to denny's at 1 am for coffee smokes and milkshakes because she wasn't feeling all that good because of her bf, so naturally me being a nice guy showed her a time to get her mind off stupid stuff.

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New years eve bash [02 Jan 2006|08:13pm]
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i found the best music ever. [02 Jan 2006|01:19pm]
Ever see Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou

yeah i found the brazilian guy who covers david bowie en portugues it's so pretty. i keep listening to rebel rebel life on mars in portugues everyone if you get a chance check out Seu Jorge great stuff.

it turns out he played knockout ned in city of god one of my favorite movies :-D.

Your mom Vs. my penis [01 Jan 2006|09:52pm]
your mom

is a Giant Dragon that was Found beneath the Ice at the South Pole, has a Humorous Nephew Sidekick, and Screeches when Angry.

Strength: 7 Agility: 7 Intelligence: 6

To see if your Giant Battle Monster can
defeat your mom, enter your name and choose an attack:

fights your mom using
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and now an even newer layout i ripped off cause i need help. [01 Jan 2006|07:58pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

check it out and the lack of credit to who made it. why? because it's called not copyrighted and i can you sons of bitches. someone come get me i'm in need of a smoke. or call me 702-375-2194

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